Compartmentalize

Dear Friend,

I wrote three (3) out of the ordinary posts on my Machine Learning blog. I wonder if that was a wise thing to do.

I started THIS blog as way to explore what I've been feeling lately. To write about things that make me feel alive.

I CREATED this blog as a way compartmentalize my life. To make a professional and personal box.

Neat.

Tidy.

Fucked. . . .

I can't compartmentalize my blogs any longer.

I can't keep them separate. It's not right.

I can't be Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

I am both.

I am analytical. I'm empathetic. I'm searching.

I can't compartmentalize my life any longer.

What to do?

I don't know. Maybe I'll take a break from other blog. I've already pulled off any Google Ads.

I gave up making money there. Why?

I already make money. Why do I want more?

More.

Everyone wants more, but more of what?

More money. More fun. More love.

More.

I want contentedness. Peace. Centering.

I want to look out into my backyard and feel magic again.

when he was six he believed that the moon overhead followed him

by nine he had deciphered the illusion, trading magic for fact

no tradebacks... Pearl Jam

This life is awesome.

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